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good and bad. mostly bad.

i miss: yoga, exercising regularly, having energy, not crying every day, eating three times a day, sleeping regular hours, the regular cause and effect of illness and treatment.

good things: jeff goldblum in anything, my jill bliss eco journal, sunlight, editing pictures, getting buffy trivia correct (pssh, like i wouldn’t), winning the triangle meatless mondays contest.

i saw my doctor last week for a non-mystery-illness-related problem, and he referred me to another rheumatologist. they called me with an opening at the end of march. so i get to go four days sooner than the appointment i was given in december. these next two months are an eternity. i feel like i’m waiting to die. so much for 25 being a good year.

Posted on January 30th at 9:41 PM
Tagged as: body issues. depression.

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