a late night post

i got an appointment for a specialist in april, so it looks like for the next three months i’ll be waking up every morning, hoping that my fingers aren’t swollen and that i can walk.

i’m supposed to put on a brave face and be a grownup and be positive about all of this, but i’m not. i spend most of my days feeling like i’m going to die and that no one will notice. i’ve spent so much of my life feeling like i’m not good enough, that i don’t fit in, and that no one cares. i was almost at the point where i was okay with myself and now my own body has turned on me. the universe is cruel.


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  3. glossylalia said: Oh honey! I’m so so sorry, I hope you get some good answers fast. IDK why they don’t at least put you on Prednisone and an NSAID to stop the swelling for the time being.
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